In a Dakota ceremony, I had a vision of an owl. I asked my Elder the significance. He suggested that I paint an owl, because this was my way of understanding things. I made an owl painting, on a 20” x 16” canvas that had been painted black earlier. I saw how this owl was a mirror. I saw how the eyes faced forward, how much they are like us. I saw how in my painting, my heart had not been painted, and I wondered if I wasn’t feeling my heart.
I then found myself in a place where after having been a dedicated abstract painter for 20 years, I was consciously moving away from abstraction, and felt like a fish out of water. This series began by asking the question: “What would figuration look like in my creative universe?” And also: “What is the meaning of the owl?”
I decided I would paint an exhibit of owls. Some were the same format as the one described earlier, I called that series Howl, after the Ginsberg poem, and hung them with what I now only remember as the Big Babies, though I know they had another name. Those are colourful 48” x 48” paintings with bold backgrounds in the colours of the Dakota medicine wheel; Black, Red, Yellow, White.
I started learning about the different owls, and later committed to painting all the species of Canada, and Turtle Island, and when the Howl collection was wrapping up, I looked at my source materials, and found what I thought were interesting shots of screech owls in their nests, and I thought I could do a collection exploring the effects of camouflage, and I would see if I could try make the owls disappear in an optical illusion. These final pieces became the Hidden series.
The owl paintings were made over a period of four years, during which I was doing all sorts of experimentation on other projects, as I was asking myself many questions about painting representationally. I also started painting in oils, and not without difficulty, until everything came together and I found myself saying: “I don’t think I could ever go back to acrylic”, a starling thought after so many years, and having such an bond with it. The final, small series Hidden is oil on canvas rather than acrylic, like the other paintings.
I have found many deep meanings in the subject of owls: their ability to see in the dark, their quiet flight, the ones who live in the night, the sacred feminine of the new moon, the dark night of the soul, grief and mourning (black), wisdom, protector, seeing 360 degrees around, our brother/sisterhood with other living beings, a family oriented bird, and an apex predator…
I want to thank the Saint-John Arts Center for exhibiting my work, and the photographers who generously shared their photographs with me as reference materials, without them there would be no owl paintings.
Saint-John Arts Center
Mes peintures d’hiboux sont peintes à partir de photos. Je collabore avec des photographes professionnels et des amateurs passionnées par les hiboux. Sans eux, je ne pourrais présenter ces collections que je peins depuis 2020: “Howl”, “Big Babies”, “Hidden”, et autres peintures qui survolent les espèces de l’île tortue.
En feuilletant les banques d’images, je considère la qualité des photos; si elles ont l’information nécéssaire pour voir la spécificité de l’oiseau, et je recherche une personnalité attachante.
Que se soit à l’huile ou à l’acrylique, la technique est la même, je raffole de la couleur et de la texture, et je travail en plusieurs couches de peinture.
Dans la série “Hidden”, j’explore le mécanisme de défense du camouflage qu’ont les hiboux dans leurs nids. Cette série est ma réponse à la post-pandémie et fait suite à ma série: “Howl” qui s’inspire des personnages que décrit Allen Ginsberg dans son poème du même titre. Les arrière-plans noir, de la série “Howl” servent d’abord à uniformiser la collection, elle facilite un classement d’espèce avec une répétition qui pourrait se comparer à des photos d’identification.
Au second regard, la noirceur de l’arrière-plan symbolise la nuit qu’habite les hiboux, et les personnages de Ginsberg. La nuit, où les monstres osent sortir, où on fait face à notre solitude. La noirceur, c’est aussi la sagesse féminine, la nuit sombre de la nouvelle lune, le temp des femmes, où nous vivons notre nature cyclique, nous faisons notre deuil mensuel, et nous entrons dans l’espace du rêve, dans le tourbillon de la nuit étoilée.
Après avoir fini “Howl”, je regardais les images que j’avais sélectionnés, et le thème du camouflage est devenu intéressant, puisque, en réponse à l’isolement, dans la période “Howl”, le camouflage est une deuxième sorte d’isolement.
Je trouve que dans le camouflage, il y a un vouloir de protéger son être. Et la liberté d’être soi-même.
Shield
Oil on Canvas
40" x 40"
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